It sounds to me like you may need to get out and make some plans for yourself.

I know when I'm feeling particularly weepy when H is here visiting, I run over to a neighbor's and make her tell me funny stories. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes we just chat about everything and nothing at all.

Is there somewhere you can escape to tomorrow after your meeting?

On a really bad day, one of my friends gave me 5 minutes notice and picked me up. I went and got a makeover at the makeup counter, and had a nice lunch. Didn't talk about sitch, except when I wanted.

Is there anyone you could do that with tomorrow?

(Sorry if I'm all over the place, getting late here and I must be getting sleepy.)

Me: 42 H: 44
M: 17 1/2 T: 19 1/2
S: 14
D: 10
D: 8
Dog: 16-17 (very old & H's responsibility, live w/ me)
1st Bomb (I need space): 2/3/12
2nd Bomb (ILYBNILWY): 2/11/12
Moved out: 2/12/12