Nemo, you are doing really good at the 4 week mark. Wow, I was still a mess. Keeping the focus on you and your kids, smart. I feel like I've gone thru the stages of grief. Denial, bargaining, anger, even some acceptance, but I seem to flow back and forth. Peaceful house, sounds nice. Mine is way to peaceful, home alone. Your lucky you have kids at home. They are fun!