Husband of 17 year out the door in a hurry

[BFloat]

hopeless.. i so know that energy and emotional drain.. sometimes when i'm driving i start to feel myself getting teary.. but it is easier for me these days to stop that thought process and focus on something else.

i actually think the move to bellingham will be good for you. i imagine there's more of a chance to have meetup groups there.. shopping.. walks.. maybe we can meet up for coffee sometime?

i'm ok today. things could be better.. but i'm ok. just like you will be. always thinking of you...

[hopeless in wa]

How would we contact each other with no pm'ing?

[Rick1963]

Hi hopeless time to change that screen name, don't you think? Give us five things that you like about yourself:
1
2
3
4
5

You are stronger than u think k.

[hopeless in wa]

How would I go about that?

1. Perservering

2. Smart, except for math

3. Devoted mom

4. Caring

5. A good person

[hopeless in wa]

Full moon tonite, it is beautiful. But?

[finding nemo]

It sounds to me like you may need to get out and make some plans for yourself.

I know when I'm feeling particularly weepy when H is here visiting, I run over to a neighbor's and make her tell me funny stories. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes we just chat about everything and nothing at all.

Is there somewhere you can escape to tomorrow after your meeting?

On a really bad day, one of my friends gave me 5 minutes notice and picked me up. I went and got a makeover at the makeup counter, and had a nice lunch. Didn't talk about sitch, except when I wanted.

Is there anyone you could do that with tomorrow?

(Sorry if I'm all over the place, getting late here and I must be getting sleepy.)

[hopeless in wa]

My plan after l. is to go get more stupid boxes and go grocery shopping. I don't really have any friends up here since we moved. Plus since I haven't packed anything in the last 3 days and knowing I need to move around the 15th I must do it. It will make me feel better. My gal goal after move, and I know it will take some time is to make some friends. I'm not crying, just tired os this. It's like calling up all your strength every day and today I just had enough. Knowing h. is in a hospital tonite and me not being with him, so sad for me.

[finding nemo]

I've been thinking about you today and hoping that things went better than you expected.

And I hope when you went out grocery shopping that you picked up some yummy ice cream to indulge in tonight!

Sending you loads of HUGS!!!

[hopeless in wa]

Well, we will see. My lawyer came up with a figure that he thinks is fair. He's tlling my h. l. I don't even want to talk to h. I'm sure this will p*** him off. Actually have some ice cream in freezer. Thanks for your good thoughts.

[finding nemo]

I probably should have warned you that me and the kids gave up ice cream for Lent this year and I am a bit obsessed with it at this point! (Two more days - Woo Hoo!!!)