Brooklyn Babe

[BklynMom]

I am kind of over doing anything to "get" my h back. I don't want to sabotage myself but I am trying my best to move on.

I still haven't told many people that we are broken up and I don't care if I tell people or not. It's still hard for me to say to casual friends "we are not together right now". When the truth is "he left me". So instead I say nothing.

I know my h is pissed that I dont tell the world that we are separated. Especially when woman I know approach him like we are together - that LEDs my h to be pissed at me for several days.

I want to address this with my h in a reasonable way. Again I am over trying to bite my tongue too much but I don't want screw myself.

What I would like to say is "it's still very hard for me to discuss our separation but you should go ahead and let who ever know that we are not together"

And I do want to say something. I feel like I need to speak up for myself regardless of how pissed my h will be. He always finds a way to hate me anyway.