Just Keep Swimming

[finding nemo]

Thanks for your post, Hopeless.

I think I'm trying to avoid the financial crap, which isn't helping my psyche right now.

H came over last night (for less than 2 hours) to see the kids. However, he spent less than 10 minutes with 2 of them and the rest of the time w/ 1 of them.

He seemed in a fairly good mood and was willing to give me more money than I asked him for (groceries, tutor, karate, etc.). It really throws me when he's nice to me. I had to leave and run over to my friend's house so I could get away from this insanity that he's bringing to my life.

I am hoping that if I continue to DB and read the boards that I will gain more sanity and strength.

Thanks so much!