Genralissimo Francisco Franco is Still Dead And I'm OK with that.

I've gotten to a place where I can see myself separate from the marriage and separate from the complaints that caused H to leave. I am no longer the person he left. I realize and respect the changes in me, I'm a happier person, I have good friends, I have a great work place and enjoyable, rewarding work. I am creating my own life now. I have enough, I am enough.

H can either see that and decide to work on things, see it and decide not to work on things or choose not to see it at all.

All things I can do nothing about and I refuse to spend anymore of my life worrying about what he's doing, how he's feeling, or whether I dotted the i right in my last email to him.

I'm a good person with flaws. But I do think I'm becoming a woman only a fool would leave!

It has taken me a year to get here but his feeling is worth every painful minute of it.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss