W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore-P2

[Snowman]

Well, my W met with her L who emailed my L saying here are the papers will your client sign them. The L mentioned that things were amicable but she wanted to move through with the D. I'm not going to stop it this time. If my W wants to chase after all these other men and is done with our marriage then there is nothing I can do. I'm done fighting this and I don't want to live in this open marriage anymore. I have learned more than I can ever imagine and will continue to learn but I'm ready to move on.

I have a lot of thoughts about my W's path and new lifestyle but that is her's to choose. I had a great time yesterday target shooting and plan on doing it more. Not sure how the soccer thing is going to work out but I will be there for my S. I feel like I should have something profound to say but I don't other than I feel I tried to give my best. I'm know I'm not perfect and have my problems but I'm willing to admit them, talk about them, and work on them. My W never got to that point and that was always a problem in our marriage because she never did share her problems with me or others that she has issues with. I can't read minds and nor can anyone else.

This sounds weird but I almost feel like I followed the pattern of a typical woman who wanted to talk problems out and she was more of the typical man who didn't want to talk and avoided things. Weird but true.