I was catching one of my friends up on my sitch, and she said she didn't know how I was doing this (living with H knowing about OW & not kicking him out). I told her I didn't know how I was either. Because old RoRo would have and has done it before. Sometimes I just don't care what he does and with who. I just want him to go away. I'm wondering if I'm just going through the motions or is this real detachment?
I still would like for my M to be saved, but I think I am losing hope that it will/can. Not sure when it happened or if its because I haven't seen any movement in my sitch since I've been DBing. It's been almost 4 months, and that's nothing compared to others. Need to decide to keep it up or let it go.
