Divorce....with a side of crazy...

[imthemom]

April 9th is looming like a huge boulder hanging over my head waiting to nail me....Im trying real hard not to think about it but I can feel it just waiting.....went for a long run this morning and just started bawling half way threw it ...havent done that in a while so I can tell Im just getting myself all worked up about it. This will be the first Anniversary we havent celebrated..even while we lived apart we still spent every day together and celebrated our anniversary each year..until this year...I wanna go to bed and wake up on April 10th...is there a pill that strong??!!