AUGH!!! well, he went to a reading yesterday night and OW was there. they spoke briefly, mainly how H didn't want any drama if he sees her at events, that they can't be friends, but cordial. when he came home (fairly early, btw), he was really clingy. he wanted to sit right next to me, seemed like he was backtracking a bit in the panic department.
i don't really know how i feel about this. on one hand, he kept saying what a mistake he made, that he doesn't know what he was thinking when he started the ea/pa with ow. but, at the same time, when he gets clingy and panicky, it has meant in the past that he was lying to me about something. i don't know. maybe i should just believe and trust him? but i don't and i don't know if i can trust him.
we have a mc session tomorrow. i'll probably bring it up then. i don't know what to do. i'm really conflicted. does anyone have any advice for me? i just tried to detatch from the situation last night, asked him what happened, but tried not to dwell on it. i kind of ignored him and kept reading things on my laptop.
M:29 H:30 M:2.5 years T:13 years No kids EA:11/2011 PA:01/2012 Bomb:02/2012 H starting another EA, I had enough and we seperate: 03/08/2012 Trying to decide what I want for a change...
