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[WenikiTiki]

Just venting a bit...... My meeting with the lawyer left me feeling a bit down. I am going to plan for the worst and just see where I end up.

I am really sad that for all the years I could have worked and instead worked on all the family stuff that I didn't. I should have put myself first. H always told me I didn't have to work, I could if I wanted to. What ever would make me happy.

Which I realize now was just his way of makeing sure he never had to do any housework or shopping or anything else. Oh well.

My switching the bedrooms project is in full swing. WHAT A MESS! My kids all converged here last night and we had a nice family game of Scrabble. My oldest son always wins.

But last night my younger son pulled out a 72 point play and won by 5 points. We keep a notebook with the games in it and the date. Also little notes about what happens that is funny. I love looking at that notebook.

We can all move to CA. We can figure it out. I love my family and when we are all together like last night it is beautiful.

So back to tossing crap. I need to donate/sell everything I don't need.

And I work up this morning and watched a beautiful sunrise out my window. I bet I can find a house with a bedroom that gets the sunrise...... since I am a morning person and love that!

I also am getting detachment from some of my furniture. As I'm building his man cave I decided to give him the antique asian nightstands that we bought together. He said he wanted them. It is just furniture. And all they would ever be to me is a reminder of us having picked them out together.