Tenbears - it sounds like you have a lot of people working with you to help. That's good. It must be tough to be juggling so much at once, but it sounds like you are on the right track, and your outpouring took so much guts to do. I respect you so much for your honesty. There's a lot going on at once but maybe if your just keep the faith, and let god take over your truths will come in time.

Glad about your dad too!