Stronger

[mishka422]

Funny thing kat! I just actually did that pinning up a picture as a goal.

That picture? The cruise ship I want to be sitting my behind on next summer with my family.

It may have to be pushed to 2 years, but if I shoot for next year then I may be closer to my goal by then that if I tell myself 2 years.

The blessings in my life FAR outnumber the curses. Like you said, I can handle one bad at a time. It's the accummulation that overwhelms. I'm dealing with it as best I can. The panic just gets me into a dark place some days but not half as many as it used to.

One more thing I want that I'm working on is to be healthier by next year.

I work on that daily. I go to the gym 4-5 times a week. I may not be able to work out as hard as I would like but I'll work my way there. My diet is a real problem since the ability to buy healthy food when I need to is sometimes lacking but I do what I can.

I'm so glad it's spring and I'm breaking out of the 'comfort food curse' that I cocoon in during the winter. We are having lots of salads, fruit, and wraps now that the produce is going WAY down in price. So nice! Meat is still FAR too expensive but when I see a sale, I stock as much as I can. So far, so good.