That's very understandable and no one will hold that against you. Anticipate that you might change your mind several times before your decision becomes final. It may help to speak to a lawyer to understand what to expect from divorce. The first consultation is almost always free.

Accuray

Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced
M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11
Start Reconcile: 8/15/11
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced)
In a New Relationship: 3/2015