I've been thinking about Easter ever since I posted this and wondering if that is just me being selfish and not wanting to be without my kids. I'm starting to think that I should go to my fathers for the weekend. Both of my brothers will be there, and I will have the time and space that I need desperately.
What his family knows/thinks is none of my business. I love them very much but don't want to put on a face for anyone.
Not sure yet how I will handle the kids, will most likely let them go with H so the can be with their cousins
