What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

Everything is happening so fast. I still can't believe it's been almost 8 months since I've been able to hold my W. Why is time moving so fast? D is in full effect, GAL for kids just starting and money is running out fast...hell, it's been gone for some time, but the debt is piling up.

My W keeps telling me that I need to move on...that what I feel for her will never be returned, that I have to forget about her. I just don't know how to let go of something that is as important to me as she it. For me, it's like cutting off my own arm...I just can't do it.

I'm a wreck. I'm depressed. I feel worthless. I do not know how to get out of this. I try to get out and have fun. I try to lift my spirits by see more of my friends, but it doesn't last and I just can't get my mind off of my W.