thanks labug. i never thought of it that way. it seems that when i was in no contact with him, it was easier for him to be angry with me and feel more positive about how he's doing the right thing leaving me.

now, he's kinder, texting me nice things about me and our life, and really responding AND initiating contact. it hurts to think that it's a way to make it easier on himself...but that could be the absolute truth and i need to face it. oh, it's so hard. i want so desparately to fix this. i want it to be over and to be back together as husband and wife.

of course, i'm hopeing that if he goes to IC he will discover that he wants to be married to me more that not... am i hopeless here?

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing