Well since I have been talking about the good things figure I have to let you in on the bad things as well.
W did not meet with a L on 3/26, she changed the date to 3/27. Told me it was just a consulation and cost her $150. Found out when we were going through the check book on Friday Night.
I received the e-mail on Friday accusing me of manipulating the children in order for her to stay.
On Friday I asked her why she was acting like the way she was, she said that the L told her that I was committing "financial abuse" with the way we were handling finances. When she thought about she became livid. I simply listened and validated.
I know that if I stop doing my 180's I will be much worse off. For once, I feel like the changes I have made in my life are going to make me a better person and father. It is so much easier when I am doing this for me and not to keep her from leaving.
I also know that if I attempt to analyze what she is doing or how she feels my head will explode.
Anxiety is an issue with me, I am waiting for the other proverbial foot to drop with this.
I will continue to take things day by day and keep on trying to distance myself emotionally from my W. However, I will still be active with the kids and house.
