W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore-P2

[Snowman]

Well I have sort of already done the picture thing but I will fill up a multi-picture frame with all the Easter pictures from this weekend. Does taking all my W's stuff out of the house count because I already did that too. Didn't phase other than the D papers went faster.

In reality I don't think my W really cares at this point about what I do. This is not the 1st guy in this escapade rather it is the 4-5 guy. She is dating in a frenzy and I don't know how far she has taken it with any of them but I find dating like this is doomed from the get go by hiding a husband and son in the background. I know various details about all of them and for some reason nothing of them work out, huh I wonder why (being facetious). I just wonder to myself why so many people think it is ok to start dating before getting a divorce?

Well I have calmed down from this whole thing that will be happening. I don't like it obviously but I have made my peace with it. This is just another hill in the ever so fun roller coaster ride .

I find it ironic how much work my W is willing to put in to go see this guy in a whole another state and all the other stuff but no effort to think about her marriage. I know she doesn't like me right now and has many issues with me that she is unable to communicate because she has a communication problem according to her. Oh well continue to work on me for me and if I stick around much longer to see if she wants to work on us then great but at this point I'm tired of the games. I just want to be a good person just because I do and am. It's my W's decision if she can trust my changes or finds her knight in shining armor in the other green grass with whole new set of problems.

I'm back to moving on and GAL time. Going shooting with some buddies tomorrow which is very therapeutic as you can imagine. I won the NCAA tournament at my work which I'm happy about and now I have to decide which new phone I want since my contract is finally up. I got Easter stuff line up for my S and ready to have a good time.