Well guys, this is the end of my chapter. I wanna thank each and everyone of you who help me throughout this journey. As you can see, i backed away from all this and discovered A LIFE, MY LIFE. XH is now part of my past.
I was chating with someone from another state for a while and we lost network connection when he left to fill a contract in Africa. I don't know if we will ever find eachother again but he brought me LIGHT. I know for a fact that i was important to him and he was to me. He was my angel and i was his princess. The sad part is we knew our situation would never be more than a " syber fantasy ". We needed eachother and we both filled eachother's need. I discovered that i could love again and i am loveable. I remembered what it is like to be 2 people available to one another. We dreamed together about the life we would have if things were different. We laughed, we shared, we waited for eachother's reply with smile on our faces. This chapter is also over but : I FINALLY FEEL I HAVE REACHED THE OTHER SIDE... The side where my life is good and complete. Everything else is " just life "! I feel WHOLE again. Need a bit of work on trusting others but everybody has something to work on always... That is how we evolve.... Right?
ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU ALL! Best of luck on your journey.
