Ten - sounds like you had a good opportunity to share with your W all that you have been feeling. It would appear that your W is still unsure or where the R goes from here and this is where I think you need to take things slow.
She has given you important clues into how she is feeling and where her insecurities and trepidation lie. Tread very carefully here and see how things continue to develop.
Your upcoming MC session may prove helpful or.... may create other problems. You will need to listen very carefully and be prepared to share those things that are most important to rebuilding your R with your W.
Since your W is religious and you seem open to it, have you considered Retrouvaille as an alternative to or compliment of MC? You may have touched on this before and if so I'm sorry for bringing it up again. But if not, think about it and see if maybe this might be something worthwhile to explore.
Now about that dinner of yours.... We ate fried mushrooms, bacon-wrapped chicken livers, and a baked potato. It all sounds delicious, but is it healthy?
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Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife