Oh you guys are good! I can always depend on you to urge me to think! Thank you!
I will weigh that heavily.
Why do I want to check the temperature on him?
And T^2...Im freaking exhausted already! Is it necessary I trust him?
I think part of it is that I feel myself starting to move on, but I keep looking back of course. Im the kind of person that never leaves a loved on behind. Maybe Im afraid to really let him go for good until I know for SURE it's really over. Maybe it's really not over for him, but it would be really over for me this time. Maybe it's me still looking for closure.
It still just floors me that someone could be such a S*** to someone and not even apologize, yet act like nothing ever happened.
I will still think about this, but my gut is telling me to just LET HIM GO, it is time and I think Im finally ready. This has exhausted my soul...Im suprised I have one left after all of this.
