A part of me really wants to know when she planned to be home. It's difficult with a 10-month old by yourself... But I guess a bigger part of me wanted to know more about this guy coworker.

I don't have a plan. This has all come so suddenly that I'm completely overwhelmed. I'm just trying not to shut down and continuing to put on a smiling face for my son.

I'm thinking about bringing up the subject of hormones. She's been slowly weaning off breast feeding and hasn't had a menstraul cycle since she got pregnant. I wonder if her hormones are completely out of whack... Causing/aiding the depression.

M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done