Together Since We Were 15...Now Piecing

[MrBond]

First off let me tell you that you were BOTH wrong for letting it get physical.

It was bound to happen sooner or later. Regardless of what everyone told you to do in terms of releasing some control over him you let your anxiety, fear and insecurity get the best of you. He went out with his buddies. That's what guys do. I understand that you were worried about him overindulging, but to a certain degree you're going to have to let him have some autonomy.

But because you wanted him around to keep tabs on him (his drinking) you wanted all the control. You set both of you up to fail.

You let your insecurities get the best of you, so you started yelling; he tried to talk to you but you wouldn't hear any of it, so you tried to leave, so he tried to restrain you to talk it out. Not the correct thing to do on his part, but it showed how frustrated he was with you.

The reason why you were hyperventilating and having a panic attack wasn't because of him, it was because of all your adrenaline that kicked up because you worked yourself up.

If you would have been more calm it would not have ended the way it did. Honestly? If it's not with him, it's going to happen to the next guy you're with. Both of you are dealing with this in an immature way.

He apologized, but you wouldn't hear anything of it. You were the wronged one in your mind. But let's face it. What started it all?