I showed J the (small) bruises that he left on my shoulder/arm and instead of being sympathetic and ashamed, he showed the bruise I left him in [censored] SELF DEFENSE. I'm done. I ended it. I talked to him about stopping the drinking and he of course defended it, saying it's not the problem.
I'm in tears I was going to go out with my mom tonight, but I'm not up for that now. I think I'll still have my grandparents take the kids overnight, though. They have do much fun up there.
I can't believe this has happened, but I want to be happy and I know I deserve so much more.
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
I was going to go out with my mom tonight, but I'm not up for that now. I think I'll still have my grandparents take the kids overnight, though. They have do much fun up there. 