Yeah exactly Labug - I so know!! I wanted to convey to him my vulnerability. What I conveyed was a potential stab of guilt I think. How else could I have said that?

Maybe not said it at all??

Ok well, I've been doing my visuals and chakra balancing - also took a 'true calms' (vitamin B for the nerves) this morning. It is definitely that time of the month - been crying on and off all day - even at the petrol station!!

I am prepared to go dim for a week.

I suppose all the visuals and clearing my energy field has worked. I worked hard though - and I got a nice response from my H that read pretty warm - for him - and informative.

I smiled.