Outside the Scope of This Report 4

[WenikiTiki]

As I am in a decision making mode things are happening for me.

My friend from the Netherlands, who I met in Bali 9 years ago, wants me to come to Langkawi Island where she lives now. She promises I can learn how to heal my broken heart. (Meditation)

I helped her in Bali after she had been robbed. She says I am an earth-bound angel and that I am not living up to my full potential. I think a month away from everything and everyone would be a nice thing.......

And I might learn something from her. Her fiance committed suicide 3 years ago. She went through some tough times.

As far as moving bedrooms, I laid the groundwork for that with H today. I said he could have steaks at home or take me to dinner, even though he had made the bold statement that he would never ride in a car with me again.

He choose dinner out. So over dinner I told him I was going to pack up a bunch of knick-knacks and re-arrange the house while he was gone. Told him I was putting some stuff in storage, too.

And I left it at that. He will figure it out. He was being nice tonight. He again wanted to watch TV with me. I was able to not have any R talk.

I got very little sleep for the past week. H has had many early morning VTC meetings, they hold them on Wash DC time, hard on the Hawaii folks. When he starts up his truck it is about 6 feet from my head. It is a big loud truck. Yet another reason to switch bedrooms......

So I am off to bed. Yoga in the morning then sailing on Kaneohe Bay with my best friend.