After a few days of feeling better, I went over to my friends house. I said "I think I'm ready."
One door closes...
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and as I brought up the friends section my phone goes off. It was a text from a friend that I reconnected with....
We connected a few months ago because he heard that I had changed so much. That I had become super positive and was "glowing"...
So at 12:30a, the text says.
"I appreciate that your always good to me and how loyal you are"
...and another door opens
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I don't know how long ago I brought FB up on the board, I don't know how many times... but it's been a long battle for me.
and it some ways stupid. It's just a social networking site. If me deleting w on FB sends her beyond the point of every turning back... than we shouldn't really be together anyway.
As sad and painful as this is, you are probably right. So, this was a brave move for you! Bravo!
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So much stress and turmoil over it. Now I can post about anything or everything and not worry if she is looking.. or not looking.
Liberating, isn't it?
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And although my journey with my w has come to an end... my growth hasn't.
I like this ^^^. A lot!!!
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Now I get to DB my co-workers on this feature. Bring it on!!!
You go girl!!!
Val - thanks for sharing this with the boards. I hope you have a successful project. And I especially hope that you find true love and happiness again. I know you will!
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It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife