Hey everyone. Haven't posted in quite a while... Life has been a blur since returning home from deployment. Back to work ( financial services/ sales is pretty boring compared to Afghanistan) have a great relationship with my two boys & communicating better with my W than we have in years... But still getting the D. Actually in court Monday... Hard to believe it's over. We see each other everyday, laugh- joke, share finances, walks, gym together nearly everyday, text & talk throughout the day.... But she said that she needs this... Needs to put the old R away...she said that he hopes to reconcile and have a new better R when she knows the changes that I've made will last. I guess there is hope. Still so sad. I'm moving in a positive direction, I'm a more positive, healthy person. Still seeing my C once a week and W sees her own C. Marathon not a sprint... Feels like an iron man triathlon:) Deployments are easy. Live,eat,sleep... Uncomplicated, simple. Civilization can be chaotic. I love my family. I'm making changes for ME but I still hope and pray that my family will be whole again someday. Monday.....ugh. Crazy thing is we will probably have coffee together, get a D, work, have dinner and go to the gym together... Definitely a strange sitch. I missed all of you and hope we can all find peace and happiness. Stay positive. Have Hope and keep moving forward no matter how much it hurts.
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
