My W dropped the D bomb on me back on 2/29 (at least I will only have to live that day every few years.) Being in Limbo [censored] and it is only natural to hope which leads to expectations - Accuray said it much better than I could. I can feel for you though since this is the first time W had a blow up and we were not yet working on reconciliation.
I have chosen to simply take things one day at a time and try to live me life the best that I can. My kids are young so I can devote alot time to then during the day and then do some GAL time.
