Husband left me...feel hopeless

[hopingandpraying]

I understand that hoping leads to expectations and the loss of control analogy, but I feel like I need to hang onto some kind of hope to keep me going at times. Because a lot of the time, I just want to throw in the towel because I feel I deserve someone who is going to love me all the time and not question his feelings. I don't think I could have this go on for 4 months, with no sign of progress in our R...

It's funny because there really wasn't much that annoyed me about my H. I felt like we were always best friends and balanced each other out well. Clearly, that is not what he was thinking.

I understand that I cannot 'make' him come back to me and yes, that bugs me like crazy. I just really don't know how long I can take this limbo...I know it's only been 6 weeks, but 6 weeks is long in my book when we've never taken a break in our R, even when we were dating!

Thank you for your reminders and input. I appreciate them! It keeps me thinking and on track!!!