I get you h&p. Some days are tough. I'm pretty sure someone on his end is pulling his strings. Not sure who yet, but I sense that. I take my mind off of it quite easily actually because I know it won't last long.
Eventually, I want him to want it - but that is just too much to ask at this point I know. So, once again - patience! Not my strongest point I must admit.
A friend is coming over in a few minutes and I will get out of this funk I'm in - which will be sooooo nice!
