Thanks girls...I kinda patted myself on the back to if I must say so myself. Im so sick of all the negative energy around me and what ever positive I can scrape up im willing to take!!...and it actually feels good to remember positive things about our relationship, trust me, it been awhile since that has happened. I know he would like to think that the last 18 yrs have been full of misery and greif..I choose not to make the last 18 yrs of my life a complete waste. We had great times and were a family that loved to laugh together. I choose to remember that and I want my S15 to do the same.

Its either that or back to the huge puddle of moosh crying on the bathroom floor that I was a few months ago...and thats not a sexy look for me, or anyone else uugg! LOL!

Im actually starting to remember what I liked about myself and it aint all that bad...I feel me comen back strong!!


Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...