Thanks girls...I kinda patted myself on the back to if I must say so myself. Im so sick of all the negative energy around me and what ever positive I can scrape up im willing to take!!...and it actually feels good to remember positive things about our relationship, trust me, it been awhile since that has happened. I know he would like to think that the last 18 yrs have been full of misery and greif..I choose not to make the last 18 yrs of my life a complete waste. We had great times and were a family that loved to laugh together. I choose to remember that and I want my S15 to do the same.
Its either that or back to the huge puddle of moosh crying on the bathroom floor that I was a few months ago...and thats not a sexy look for me, or anyone else uugg! LOL!
Im actually starting to remember what I liked about myself and it aint all that bad...I feel me comen back strong!!
Me:48 H:42 M: 18 yrs. S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H D bomb: 9/9/11 OW confirmed 10/30/11 D papers filed 11/01/11 S15 S21(Special needs) S28
Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...