6 months of marriage rebuilding and a discovery

[Lonely Room]

Thank you MrBond.

I guess I'll eventually have to confront her. Especially because in the last few days she's gone "absent" again, started saying that she still has a lot of things to deal with and that she doesn't know if things will ever work. This after all the good times we had in the last few months, holidays, planning to buy a house, etc..

Probably I need to give her space to decide what she wants. And at the same time, I need to move on a bit more, probably meet other people, something that I never did since we separated because I respect marriage.

You know what's she saddest part of all this? To my eyes, she fell-off the pedestal. She's not "up there" any more, she lied, she let me carry all the blame, suffer, and she's probably using me right now. If that's the case, I don't want to spent my life with someone like that.

Thank you again guys, cheers.