Thanks guys for your input - it really helps when I am feeling as down as I am tonight - almost like I'm going insane with the worry and unreality of it all.
H came over and announced that he'd gone to D16's school and told her form teacher today that we had 'separated'. So soon after last night's interview, apart from anything else, it makes me look like an idiot. But then again, I am.
This woman is also a mother at S13's school as well, so everyone there will know now, and S13 is upset about this. His school was the one place where he could be 'divorce-free', as it were.
Even S13 commented that daddy is behaving like a teenager having tantrums: "He's so angry and just grunts at you and won't talk properly - Why?"
Finding it hard to keep going right now. How I want to scream at this man and shake him. Alternately, I fantasise about him just 'disappearing'. If only he would just evaporate or implode or something. Just NOT BE HERE ANY MORE.
Yuk, I'll get through this, but it's sometimes almost too much to bear, as you all know....
