P, I hope you have good friends and family to talk to. I wish I had some advice. I see others have posted advice here, I hope that helps.
Two months ago, I had no idea what an MLC really was, and now I am painfully aware of what it is, or at least can be. I'm not going to write all the things I sometimes feel like doing and saying, because it's counterproductive and serves as no help at all, but there's no denying I FEEL them. Enough said.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day for you. In the meantime, take care of yourself and your D.
