I know I have written to you about her guilt. It is there and it will come to the surface now and again. That is why u say there is enough there applied by her way down in there and that is what causes confusion and running away from you and her children.

This incident is just that. Emotion coming to the surface.

A turning?

IMO no. You are witnessing the inner struggle.

This is where she needs you to just listen. If your up to it. Remember the golden rule - protect yourself and your family first.

She is going to have to find her own way out of this if she ever does choose to do so.

Sorry for typos...on my phone.

Stay strong and remember who you have become Rick

Anything but that


My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am