W and I discussed her possibly moving back into our home in August when the lease on her rental house expires. She stated that she doesn't want to do that unless we are ready. She said that it would kill any chance of us truly reconciling if we did it too soon, or for financial reason, because it would be awkward and we'd both end up being unhappy. So, she's saying that she isn't ready to commit to that.
It hurts to hear her say that because a full reconciliation with her back in our home is obviously my ultimate goal. But I can't say that her take on the situation isn't right. She is absolutely right. Very tough to think that this situation may continue beyond August. I think that I've exercised great patience over the past 16 months... not at all times, but overall. Hard to imagine being patient beyond 20 months. But, of course, I said that at 6 months, again at 7 months, and every other timeline I've tried to use to get myself through this. Will just have to see how I feel as the calendar rolls through the next several months.
Denver
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
