this is sort of how i feel. sitting in the middle of the ocean.. wondering which way i'm headed next. only time will tell.
Wherever you are headed BF you will be heading there with your beautiful children and all of us here are along for the ride as well.
I try to trust that the Universe has something better in store for me in the future and that this lesson I'm learning is needed and an opportunity to become who I want to become. Of course that perspective gets lost constantly due to the variables of our sitch.