Brooklyn Babe

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BK! i just had a visit w/ my FIL today. my FIL loves me! and thinks that i am awesome. lol.

i did get teary at one point today because he asked me how i was doing and i said fine.. and then he asked me how i was really doing. i didn't let the tears flow but he knew i was hurting and holding back tears because he took my hand.

when FIL told me how disappointed he was in H, i had a moment of clarity. i remembered reading on someone else's post (i think it was accuray posting on rick89's post) about how it wasn't our job to repair the relationship between WAS and kids but not to damage it further. and that's exactly how i felt about H and his relationship w/ his dad.

so i didn't have to hide the pain and i was myself after the initial awkwardness. and it was really nice to have my FIL there.