My mother-in-law coming tomorrow. She will do the hand off of the girls with me. I am kind of dreading it. It just feels like I am living a lie.

I am going act to so peachy and happy to my MIL but its a crock. I am so sad. I am sad for my kids. I am sad cause I lost my best friend. I am sad cause my H has lost his mind.

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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13