Also, if you ever get to the point where you feel I'm doing more harm than good for you, just let me know, I will not be offended.
Accuray
Honestly, please do not stop posting. It has been the only thing that has given me some direction right now. I am not offended in people telling me like it is. I get very caught up in my emotions which is totally obvious in all of my up and down posts. I just don't know where I am right now.
I'm 31 years old, living with my mom, I have three small children, I don't really have a steady income, I don't really have a steady anything. I just feel so lost. There is nothing stable for me right now. My mental state has always been an issue for me and all of this stress and pain is really more than I can bear right now.
I want to stop thinking about it, I want to let it go. But in doing so it makes me feel like I'm just ignoring the problem and pretending like it didn't ever happen. I don't know if that seems healthy... just my personal opinion.
I just looked up to this man so much. It's like his goodness has been killed.
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
