I'm having a hard time 'going dark.' My H texted me the other day saying 'he had errands to run' and that's why we couldn't do dinner! (This was Monday.) I ignored his ridiculous excuse and did not say a thing. Then he texted me a minute later asking "where is airplane pillow was..." because he's going out of town this weekend. I did not respond to that text either.

I am just so mad...I can't even believe who this man is and how he can detach himself from me so much in such a short time. He will be staying at our house when he returns from his trip because I will be going on my trip and he is going to watch the dog.

I am just so hurt and lost. It will be 6 weeks of separation this Friday and I've seen no improvement whatsoever. I feel like in his head he has made up his mind and is moving further away from me. I feel hopeless at this point...


M: 27 H: 28 T: 8 yrs M: 6 yrs
Sep: 2/18/12 (I have no feelings for you!)
EA/PA Uncovered: 2/26/12
H introduces OW to his fam: June
H moves ALL stuff out: July

I'm living my truth without your lies..