I'm just having serious thoughts that I think I see H differently now. I haven't done anything with him since but I think that this may really come between us. One of the main things that attracted me to him is the fact that he has always been so loyal and trustworthy. I view him as a "player" now and I am sooooo not attracted to players. I can't even think of being close to him or kissing him because it kind of makes me sick to think that he was just doing that with someone else. Um, just a week ago to be exact. And telling her that he thought he was falling in love. This is seriously the most heart-wrenching experience. Remind me never to love again...
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
