But you have some hope for the future for the two of you. That is so much more than most of us have here. I don't know how much it hurts, can only imagine the first time I know about H, new woman. I know it's probably going to be coming in my future. It will kill. Hang in there, try to focus on your new m. and R. I'm sorry you are crying and can't sleep. Fondly.
