Needing some guidance...

[jks]

I cannot sleep and cannot stop crying tonight. I'm so sick of thinking about my H and OW having sex. I really considered this girl as one of my friends. Her and her H actually went camping with me and my H's family in July. She knows all of us. She knows my kids. She knows how awful it is for them to have to go back and forth between two homes. And she knows how much I love my H and how devastated I was when he left me. Her H cheated on her two years ago so she also knows how painful it is to be betrayed like that. How can a person do that to another person?? I just want this pain to go away...