Just came back from picking up kids from W house. i went in with a smile and hugged the kids and scratched the dog. W came over and gave a big hug aswell. she had saved me a plate for dinner and it was tasty. i really focused on praising( prolly a little overkill) the positives from her. she was nice and smiled and gave me a few gazing looks. then she got kinda sad. so i asked whats wrong? she just said she was gonna miss the kids. i said i know what u mean. i then said if you wanta come over for a game night with the kids this week let me know. she didnt say anything so im thinking maybe i shouldnt of said that.anyways i cleaned my plate and got out there while the getting was good and left with another nice hug from W.
Now a little venting. when i was eating she asked me if i wanted a beer I and asked if she was gonna have one. She said na ill prolly have one later, so i said no thanks. Ofcourse in my mind im thinking shes not having that beer alone.... i know..i know but its hard t not think of things.
