The major problem, I have about getting out and GAL is the stress i'm under @ uni trying to meet my deadlines because i'm really behind and struggling now.
Could you go to the public library to do your work? You don't have to tell her where you're going. (Maybe add a bit of mystery.) It's not like GAL, but it will get you out of the house and a strained environment. I would think it might help you stay focused on your studies, too. But, you can't spill your guts by telling her everything.
Hi Sandi
Yeah I think I will start going to the Library a bit more and just start coming in late. My life leaves me very accountable at the moment because of the children. So the only mystery I think I can muster between now & may is coming back later and later.
I really hope that what I'm feeling today passes, because right now I really do resent my W for her share of the blame in making our lives miserable & for the affair. I suppose it's healthy though to explore what I want. I know I don't want more of the same in our R. Being single vs how I've been feeling seems pretty appealing today.
(rollercoaster of emotions and moods- not a ride recommended for people with a heart or conscience)
Bill
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13
