What you're going through is perfectly natural. The part you have to understand is that your H left because something in HIM was broken. NOT YOU.
Forget about him for a bit and take care of yourself. You're smart, strong and a damn fine woman for even putting up with his crap. It is very very easy for the LBS to feel worthless or feeling they can be easily replaced.
That's not true at all! Remember that. Remember how good of a person you are. If you need to do therapy, do it. If you need to go for long walks, do it. Do the things that make YOU feel good. Even something as simple as putting on a new outfit, new hair or a simple makeover can make all the difference in the world.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
