Glad you reposted on your own thread. Although you still seem to be missing a post maybe someday it will appear Like the rest of this crisis it is not your fault. You seem to be doing well for the beginning. This is a very long hard road and you have just begun. Like any journey just worry about taking the next step, do not focus on the destination and enjoy the sights that are along the way. Right now I agree that you need to be the BEST MOM that you can be. Yes their crisis becomes ours and how you work your way through that is the difference between them and us.
There is a lot to learn and do so keep working towards moving forward and asking questions along the way.
